I need to change. I can't keep living like this anymore. Ever since I came back from camp, I have been sleeping really late and waking up at midday and it feels horrible (amongst other things). On top of that Ive got so many things to juggle. I joined drill competition in the end, LAMDA, OBS, SJWP, piano & even Chinese. 

Holiday resolutions! 

1. On days where I don't have drill practice I must go running or do my sit ups and squats lol

2. I gotta finish all my school homework once I get back from mega camp

3. I must not sleep past 12 these holidays (I'll try) 

There's probably more but I just can't think of them right now haha. I really want to change the way I'm living because I can't go on like this anymore. 

A singer for God. A baseball jacket. My own laptop. Own a pair of Toms & Vans. Pierce my ears. Learn how to play the guitar. Dance in the rain. Ride the Tower of Terror in Tokyo Disneysea again. Master nail art. Learn how to do a french braid. I wanna be blown away, I wanna be swept off my feet, I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe. I wanna be lost in love, I wanna be your dream come true, I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you. I want to fall in love. I want to look at the clouds with him. I want to find myself again. I want to be happy.