Can anybody hear me?
Saturday, September 28, 2013 @ 9:48 PM | 0 Comment [s]
It feels like it's been forever since I've been here! EOYs are almost over, there's only art, dnt and english listening left. I took down my blog from my twitter, I don't know if I'll ever put it back up again. Last saturday was a really hard day for me, because of many things that I'd thought I'd never do. But this week's been crazy as well.
Lately I've been questioning things and myself a lot. Because I don't know if I'm really meant to be there or if I just don't belong. I keep on screwing things up and I'm kind of afraid to go back there because I know I've made mistakes and I haven't found a way to fix them. Maybe I'm not supposed to be there after all. But I love helping out, I really do. But then again it's just me not being good enough.
Conflicted and I don't know how to fix this mess and it's all my fault. I just want to be able to be good at something that I'm actually passionate about but all the little voices in my head are coming back again.
And I think I'm having studying withdrawal syndrome haha. EOYs ended last week and now I don't have anything to do which makes it worse because now I need to find something that I can be productive and helpful at instead of messing everything up.
I just don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going. Again.
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