"Sorry I'm worthless."
Tuesday, April 16, 2013 @ 7:13 AM | 0 Comment [s]
I feel like shit. I HATE THIS. I hate all of it. My life's falling apart. I'm breaking. Whenever it seems like things are looking up and I'm all happy and pumped about being okay again something just has to come along and mess everything up.
You may think it's stupid but it's so much more to me. It's all I've ever had, don't you understand? It's what defines me, it's they only thing that I actually feel good about. But now it's gone. Whenever people talk about me, they only know me cause of it.
I have nothing left.
I can see it in your eyes. It hurts but it's okay... I'm used to it. You all think the same thing. I know it too, I'm nothing without it. You don't have to tell me again that I'm worthless, I know it too.
Oh I did something I should have done long ago, removed my blog from my twitter bio. Gonna spend some time by myself this weekend if I can cause I have no time during the weekdays. I just to get away from all this. I need some time to myself. To get things sorted. I could do it actually, run away. Going far away, would be amazing.
One day maybe.
Cheers. x
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